Hi . Suffered 4 days , since friday .
Thought still got some hope ?
I guess not bah , actually thinking of deleting all my post .
But , that's myb will be th only things that keep my memories from you bah .
My 4th stead , myb will be th one who hurt mii th deepest bah .
Th one that i really loved so much .
My heartz aches every seconds when i think of you .
Idk what kind of painkillers should i take ,
cause none of it could cure my pain straight away .
Only times , and th times .
Idk how long will it takes ,
1years ? 6month r/s ,
I fcking hate myself right now .
Why i didn't choose for my secondary skool ?
If i had choose , i won't met you .
Before i met you ,
I been thinking to have a true r/s ,
i thought i could tahan th pain .
But , i regret of thinking that .
It hurts too much ,
i fucking hate myself ,
and i fucking hate you , hate you for letting mii fall for you for so deep .
Yet you can just leave mii and spent times with her so happy .
Its not fair , really .
Am i too stupid ? Or what ?
I really veri veri miss you right now ,
seeing those pic ,
my heartz aches .
I found that i had no face to face you anymore .
I really wanted to leave ,
leave chaichee , bedok .
Or this world ?
Lols ,